Theme of the day : Alone Tonight

Sebaris kalimat menghentak monitor komputer saya sore ini .. menghentak akal sehat saya.
Sebaris kalimat dalam layar kecil Yahoo! Messenger.

"He tagging me again in my blog .."

Melongo. Itu saja yang saya bisa lakukan.
Why is that?? Why he did this to me ..
Beberapa hari ini semuanya seems rite.
Ternyata dia masih menyimpan cinta untuk hati yang lain?

There's nothing here that I can understand
And no one cares I'm a lonely woman
I touch your face and I don't know why
I call your name but you're going by
Now I'm alone again

I have no name for each and every day
Until the year is done and fades away
There's a time in between the two
The old years gone but it's not the new
And I -

Dan hari ini, sama sekali tidak ada email untuk saya padahal saya tahu dia ada didepan monitor seharian, dan membuka akses internet. Saya dan anak saya sudah tidak ada artinya. Tertutup dalam memorinya. Tertutup oleh ingatannya akan pencumbu cinta yang lain.

Saya rasa saya akan sendirian lagi malam ini ...

I know that I'll be all
Alone again, alone again tonight, oh I'm
Alone again, alone again tonight, oh I'm
Alone again, it seems to me that every time
I try to change
Say that you'll, say that you'll
Help me reach the other side

When the morning comes, the sun is out
And warms me up again
What a funny world it is for me
And all I'll ever be

It's not enough, it's not enough
This feeling I'm feeling inside
Oh I know it, I know tonight that I'll be

On my own again, alone again tonight
Oh I'm alone again, alone again tonight
Oh I'm alone again, it seems to me that every time I try to change
Say that you'll, say that you'll
Help me reach the other side

Help me please cos I know I'm gonna be
On my own again, alone again tonight
Oh I'm alone again, alone again tonight
Oh I'm alone again, it seems to me that every time I try to change
Say that you'll, say that you'll
Help me reach the other side