My biggest mistake is to knowing him ..
My biggest foolish is to trusting him ..
My most bad day is the day when I first met him ..
And everyday become bad afterwards ..

And the most incredible, unimpossible truth is I cannot let go of him
no matter how bad I want it, no matter how bad I need it

And my next biggest foolish ever is to cry for him ..

I won't .. I won't do that anymore
for my baby's sake, or whatever ..

Tomorrow have to be better,
not for seeing him,
but because put him as nothing in my mind!!!

This pain in my back cause of handling a baby in my stomach,
this sweat that drowning me in lots of paperwork,
this headache when I have to think, where should I find something to pouring my baby's crying ..
is nothing more than every bad things he has done to me ..
So, when someone puts you into nothing,
why should we put them into something??