message for the broken and the poor ..

Dear A Happy Mom To Be....
NIn...
Juz Read Some Of Urs...
Beautiful Indeed...But Full Of Sorrow...
Made Me Realize Centuries Ago..
I Dont Wanna Be One Of Those Asshole
Dont Wanna be Ur Enemy...
Juz Wanna Open Up My Two Hands And Hug...
Thats What We Need
Both Of Us...
U're Not That Kinda Woman Who Deserve All This Shit..
No Matter Who They Are or What Reason...
U're Juz An Ordinary Woman...
And I Was Fucking Blind
Blinded By My Ego... Blinded By My Dignity...Blinded By My Stupid Ratio....
Deep Down Inside My Heart
Juz Wanna Ask Appoligize For All The Swear, Shit And Everything That Fish Ur ANger
For God Sake
U And Ur Baby Dont Deserve All Of This....
he Juz Fuck Up Both Ur World
All Men Are...
Any Appologize For Me Nina ?

Don't know what to say rite now.
Yes, I have a lil bit hate to her.
She was my friend, and we share some symphaties.
But I don't know why, she starts to give rumours to everyone, that my husband is not the father of my baby. Sigh.
And that "simple" rumours were get the place to ruin my marriage as well.
Although, without that rumours, it will be ruined anyway.
But becoz of that, he seems that he got an argument to get a divorce from me.
He seems that he found his successful to find out my faults.
He ask a DNA test for my baby, then divorce me afterwards.
OK, I'll buy it, mister ...
Rumours won't leave me down.

Apologizing, I'm already gave it to you, my angelic friend.
But that wound seems so hard to heal.